I'm back.  But like all the other times that I feel the need to do something with this little thing it's the ass fuck early hours of the morning.  I dont think this is good for me because i know when i finally do go to bed im going to sleep until 1 or 2 maybe even 3. There is no real reason i dont sleep i just never seem too.

This is pretty cool.  (talking about yesterday) I was out side playing my guitar and singing and a friend named Matt asked me if I was in a band.  I sadly said no.  He laughed and said "I thought you were in one"  then asked me to be in his.  I am beyond excited.  I've gotten so much better at guitar then I was when this school year started.  .... Its just awsome with a capital AW.






Altough my fingers hurt from not playing much over spring break

Well  I have spring break but now I'm back at the college.  The week was bad ass to no end I saw my little lady and all my "home town" friends it was just good all around.

I lost my best friend today. It all happened because I forgot this story that I said was really good.  I told him "dude this story is good" and he asked "what's it about" my reply being "I forget."  He then said that I was no longer his best friend.  This is a sad day.







When someone disowns you as their best friend it hurts your left od center.

Everything will be fine if you would just shut up and listen to me.  If you just stop talking about it I'll forget about it.  I can't stay mad at you for very long.  I kind of suprise myself when I'm mad at you longer the 10 min. so don't worry about it.  I love you and there is nothing you can do that will change that. I like what I have with you. I'm not going to blow it all away just because you slept pretty much the entire time I was with you this weekend.  I'm not going to make the last year and a half a waste of my time.  I love you.  I'm also not going to start from square fucking one with someone new.  I can see myself with you.  I can see myself getting old with you.  Dare I say it I can see an entire life with you and only you.  I finaly thought a head.  I love you Jennifer Lea Zeller.  There is nothing to worry about and your blowing this whole thing way out of proportion.








I can't get enough of you.

I haven't been sick in 2 years.  I forgot what is was like to be sick.  Now I'm sick.  It sucks. You go for 2 years without being sick and see how you feel when you get sick for that first time in a damn long time.  My body feels like jello but that might be because I'm not sure if I ate anythig today. But I'm taking meds and vitamins I will kick this things ass.





" I cant breath through my mouth cuz it makes the little hairs in my throat go *instert funny fucked up noise*" Josh " How was that?" Me " *funny fucked up noise again* HA I can make that sound over again."

Damn it man I can't get my blogdrive pages to work right. I have to guess when I pick new entries.  I don't know what the fuck is wrong but my browser won't seem to let me fix it.





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I kind of forgot to go to sleep.



This is going to be one long day.

Today... what can i say nothing big nothing small just an ordinary day.  I hate being bored and that's what I end up being for the better part of a day.  I think I'm going to go eat. 










Oh yeah almost forgot. I had a super weekend with my little lady. :D

I never really felt old at all untill watching Vh1's " I love the 90's."  It made me date myself really bad, because I could remember almost everything that they were talking about.  The sad truth is I'm 19 and a tv show makes me feel old... what the fuck.

"I would never do crack... I would never do a drug named after a part of my own ass, okay?" Denis Leary.